The whole world is addicted to the drama

Heavy heart.

Hot tears.

Painful thoughts.

Heavy heart.

Heavy heart..

Heavy heart...

Heavy heart....

Don't exactly have a clear idea of what to write here yet there's this inclination to blog. Just wanted to say, it pains me to think of how much Cl loves me and his family that he's willing to give up something that almost means everything to him. How many people can give up something for others, but not yourself. Not me for sure. But through him, I believe I must learn. It's scary that we have to make such decisions, a decision of such significant impact at our age. Yet if you think about it, a mere 19 years of life and we've never been so close to death.

If there truly is such thing as selfless love in the world, I believe Cl is the closest to it as it gets. He didn't develop a phobia for riding. But he developed a phobia of seeing me hurt and injured against my/our will. His friends are all riding, and he was one of the first to get a bike. But now, he's giving it up prematurely not for himself. To many, they can just say with ease that it's not a big deal. But losing your own private transport and going back to squeezing with the masses? Losing all the convenience and "freedom" to travel? We might still be young that's why I'm viewing it as a big deal. After all to almost everyone, Singapore is easily accessible to everywhere. How inconvenient can it get? But the thought of losing everything has never struck so hard before. Granted - yes. I've never hurt so much before too.

Yet Cl can still find ways to get around this overcast. His thoughts for better months ahead has indeed made both of us more certain of this decision that he is about to make. I believe it can all only get better from now on. And if the urge to ride strikes him again, he can always get another bike when he's working full-time. This time, it'll bigger, better and faster. From now on, it'll just be driving in cars for us! Haha how obnoxious, yes I know. I just had to fit it in.

Baby I've never been so proud of someone before, and I'm glad that I'm feeling this way, finally, towards someone. Especially you. Thank you so much.

I look like shit, but I couldn't care less cause I'm entitled to look this way now! Love my babygirls, what will I really do without them? Bitching on my bed with them IS THE BEST A GIRL CAN ASK FOR. JOLENE KOH! GET YOUR ASS HERE NOW NOW NOW!!

P.s: forgot to mention that I made them abandon their Ion plans for me, mwah.

P.p.s: Cl baby get well soon!! Let's heal at the speed of light xxxoxoxo, sending my love!

Blair: "That's it?"

Chuck: "I love you too"

(kisses)

Blair: "Like.. Can you say it twice?"

(resumes kissing)

Blair: "No I'm serious! Say it twice!"

(resumes kissing)

Chuck: "I Love you"

(kisses)

Chuck: I love you"

(kisses)

Chuck" "That's three"

(kisses)

Chuck: "One more"

(kisses)

Chuck: "I love you"

SIGHS. To die for....

Because my client is Apple and.....

I BOUGHT A BLACKBERRY TODAY!!! After throwing a bitch fit towards my dad and Cl yesterday. LOOK WHO'S BOLD ENOUGH TO GET A BOLD! P.s: Eve caught me right in the act of throwing a bitch fit towards Cl at Amk hub.. Erm, ok..

Cl insisted that I should include his phone in the shot. So there you have it. Two smart people who are smart enough to get smartphones, and don't know how to use it. AWESOME COUPLE MAN!

Starting to hate his phone and loving mine!

BB SO MONEY-SAVING!! COMES WITH A LEATHER POUCH AS WELL! 

Lastly........

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! I GOT TWITTER!!!!!!! I don't care if no one wants to follow me and I'm not going to follow any celebrities cause I think it's not like as if they care to read about your life. I will only follow my friends who has twitter. SO EVERYONE WHO LOVES ME, PLEASE GO SIGN UP NOW!!!!! Ok going to make my twitter public so you all can go link my twitter to everywhere you all like. MEETING THE GIRLS TMR FOR DINNER XOXO, CL'S CHASING ME TO SLEEP NOW. TODAY SURE WAS EXCITING, KEEP CHECKING MY TWITTER!!!!

P.s: I sure hope you noticed the right bar of my blog, includes my twitter updates now!! Onsugar is so fucking awesome LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!

OMFG IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEEN COUNTING DOWN AND WAITING FOR THIS DAY SINCE FOREVER. WHY?

BECAUSE YOU WILL FIND OUT ON MONDAY! I'LL HAVE THE BEST WEEKEND EVER XOXO BYE!!!!!!!

Quick picture post because I promised to blog more. Basically, Jon promised me his car during lunchtime once I passed therefore... CBD AREA @ 12PLUS PM, CHIONG!

Introducing my guinea pigs: Yvette

Jon (who could have collapsed from a heart attack from the way I was driving)

And Karen (who zao early for her FedEx event. YOU HENG! HAHAHA)

Jon found a P-Plate in his car. I BET HE PURPOSELY PUT IN HIS CAR FOR ME ONE LOR!

HAHA KAREN'S ACT (CUTE) PETRIFIED FACE.

Haha Jon didn't allow me the chance to verticle park his car (after I tried to parallel park) back at Maxwell carpark. KNN! Have got this video of me driving.. But do you guys even wanna see it?! Sian right, keep reading about me harping on driving and driving nia. K have got like the worst headache ever. Counting down to this weekend, CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT!!!! Cl is treating me so goddamn nice now that it's left me guessing when can he last till. I'm guessing till tmr only lor!!! Happy 16months though, bb!

GOODNIGHT FLUFFIES!